Dark Kiss (The Two sides of me Book 1) by Garcia Amy Lynn

Author:Garcia, Amy Lynn [Garcia, Amy Lynn]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Publisher: Amy Lynn Garcia
Published: 2014-08-26T07:00:00+00:00

Chapter 20

“High and Dry” by Radiohead

I gather up our clothes so we can make our way back to the bedroom. “What about the fire?”

“It’ll go out,” he assures me. “You don’t worry about sparks setting the carpet on fire? That thing is a monster.”

“Nope, never gave it a thought actually.”

“What about your staff? You didn’t seem too worried that anyone will interrupt us this time.”

“I didn’t see any concern on your face either.”

“It crossed my mind.” Yea like for one second.

“You don’t have to worry about us being interrupted ever again, it’s been taken care of,” he says, with a coolness that makes me cringe inside for Mr. Saint. I snuggle down onto the comforter next to Evan, whom I’ve helped arrange in a nest of pillows, elevating his leg and propping him to his side so that he’s facing me. My content mood pops like a soap bubble, every muscle in my body stiffens. “Oh my God Evan…I’m not on the pill and we didn’t use protection!”

“I was wondering when you were going to realize that.”

“How can you be so calm, shit, I’ve never had to worry about birth control.”

“And you still don’t; I can’t have children and I’ve always used condoms with the women I’ve been with, it didn’t seem necessary with you. Given your history I knew you were clean too.”

“You…. can’t have kids?”

“Nope.” I don’t know why this is such a shock, it’s not like we were getting married or anything, and I never planned on having children anyway…but I never planned on meeting someone like Evan either. Relaxing with the knowledge that there’s no pregnancy scare, I squirm closer to Evan’s warm, naked body, but my mind wanders to his comment all the other women. A Russian proverb comes to mind- love and jealousy are sisters. Do I love Evan, because I am absolutely jealous. I wonder how many there have been- were they like me, has he ever been in a serious relationship? And why can’t he have children? This line of thought isn’t productive, of course he’s been with many women, he’s gorgeous and rich, I don’t have to like it though.

“You ok?” He asks hesitantly.

“Yea…yea, just a lot to take in I guess,” I answer in a quiet voice; a long silence follows and I almost think he’s gone to sleep.

“Do you? Want kids I mean?”

“I never planned on having children…. I’ve never been able to allow a man close enough to consider it really, if you were able to have them would you?” I ask.

“No…I’d fuck ‘em up.” Propping myself up on my elbow to see him better, I sigh. “I can’t argue with you on that because I haven’t known you long, but from what I do know I think you’d make a great father Evan, you’re disciplined, driven, loving and generous.”

“Well thanks for the vote of confidence but as you said, you haven’t known me long, but you do know me better than any woman ever has. I’ve never brought a women to my house or my bed, you’re the first, the only, and the last.

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